ok...  so, when i said that life is looking 'pretty good' that was a bit of a stretch,

but i can see the light at the end of the tunnel

ill be homeless after this weekend

but i dont really care

and my new job was supposed to start this week but the restaurant has no gas so the opening is delayed a week or so

but yes... i am dancing. all day. everyday. and boy does that feel good :)

fuck it '07

'08 is gonna be fabulous

<3

basically...

only kate didnt think it would be a good idea

so she caught it in her hands and made me swallow it.

this is after i face planted on broome st and chipped my tooth

and after i ass planted down the stairs at cipriani's

[which yes, you need 133489 billion $ and a life long reservation to get in]

but before i passed out

and then jumped a cab to get home.

but i do look kinda hott 

in that 'my husband just beat the shit outta me for being a whore' kinda way

maybe ill get igor to do a photoshoot tonight

<3

dont leave me alone
my heart's alone
this room is so cold
so basically alone
my shining star
my only star
my show me the way
all the way star
love of my life
stay in my life
my 1st time feeling
like im living life
follow me down
lay your head down
listen to the stereo 
turn it all the way down
the sounds of your voice
mix with sounds of my voice
hear that silly stutter
come out in my voice
hold me close
im coming so close
how can you not see
that i want you the most

you run. you always turn your back
but cant you see what lies ahead
the tears you shed for your affairs
burn a hole in your cheek just
as your scarlett letter burns a hole in my heart
please just tell me goodbye
bc the place where your love lies
moved from my heart to the pit of my stomach
and it wont move
its sit heavy and deep
aw fuck i miss my appetite
dont look and fuck what i just said
it hurts. your face. touch my arm now
dont touch, but hold and calm me down
breathe in with me. relax. breathe out
we'll run away we'll move down south
where the smiles are free and booze is cheap
a porch and friends is what we need
ill make you love me back again
oh jim, john, boy, who are you?




easy day
just wanted to write a little.
g'night
<3